Help me... i want to die....?

Your not an idiot my friend, your a human being in need of comfort and someone to talk to, please get some help.im having trouble with these feelings also, but they are just that "feelings".Its a hard world to live in these days and you can have all the luxuries and pleasures in life, but if your brain is hard wired for depression you need to unwire it and let someone in to rewire it and most of all let someone love you.